Saturday, November 17

Reality

Day 17: I am grateful towards those who are not afraid to spread awareness and the truth. Something to aspire to each and every day.

The SO and I have been discussing and debating lots of cold hard truths about our modern society and our actions (or lack thereof) that contribute to its dark complexities. Plus, what we can do at home together and individually to improve our lives and for the world/planet. 

Heavy stuff and emotionally charged few nights, indeed.

Still not making what I deem as decent progress towards my grand plans, but I have made some tiny steps over the past few days and that's something. I have to remember that it still counts as a success. What I've been trying to do is to change my Negative Nelly attitude into something that doesn't aggravate me more. That's sort of a full-time job at the moment.

The narratives and commentaries going on in my head have gotten so cold and mean. Those who know be can see the the fury in my body language and eyes while understanding my choice and timing of words indicates of my temper that's about to boil over.

I don't want to be that sort of person.

Sigh. Anyways, I delved into the garden a little today. Not much progress except for maybe Better Boy tomato #1 may be getting too cold on some nights and we brought home the mini pumpkin plants from the classroom to see if any of the flowers would be pollinated to become fruits. I'm also putting away some of my craft things and some for FMIL as well. 

We may have some big ole re-arranging projects in the next few weeks and I'll be excited if it works out. Will keep you posted.

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